Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe. Not sure why I can’t think of anyone else, even now, after all we’ve been through… I should hate you, but I don’t. I never will. I won’t ever admit to loving you romantically just cuz I know you’d never feel the same. It’s embarrassing that everyone sees what I try...
never good enough
so what did i not do i wonder? what was i supposed to do? even more i ponder…was i not smart, cool, or pretty enough? what does it mean to be your type? what does it even mean to have a type? it seems that all i do is disappoint which i guess means i really shouldn’t complain when the favor is returned
i’m not sure where to go or why i’m here, what’s my purpose or worth in this world or what difference i make in anyone’s lives? even though i know i’m loved i just can’t feel it cuz i’ve laughed the pain away my entire life and so now it’s just over flowing and my brain can’t take it, who knows what’s left of my heart. i’m not even...
I tell everyone I’ll be single forever, not because I believe it’s true… But because I want so badly to believe in a fairytale that I’m scared may never come true. I want to know my prince is out there but being 19 never had a bf or kissed a guy… It’s kinda hard to believe.
I guess I’m a fool in love
Boys, Boys, Boys...
I haven’t been on tumblr in forever and the thing that makes me wanna vent again is boys… Seriously? Boys who stalk me and are creepy but nice so I never say anything. Boys who are completely in love with me but I won’t date them cuz I only see them as a friend. Boys who would be my perfect match but I only see them as a brother. Boys who care about me but don’t really show...
why am i completely infatuated with the letter D?...
why is he sooo perfect?
it almost kills me! we have so much in common i swear he’s too good to be true. thank you God for putting this angel in my life! but does he like me? oh i hope so… yet why would he? so many things going on inside my head :/ butterflies explode when i see him! it’s hard to explain how i feel when i hug him. he hints that he likes me, but then acts like a friend. is he shy like me?...